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Dear:
I miss you ...... So I endured the inner thoughts of your mind you always have to accompany me, even if death is approaching, I am not afraid,
Because your love is always with me ......
You know? My heart never changed over, only to change my life approaches its end. Because you love me, why I should be cruel to you, you let go,
This is my love for you ......
At least this way you will remember my good, my excellent, my perfect, no flaws in your heart ...... only way we have chosen a different,
But I made a selfish choice for you, please forgive me ......
This is my love for you to let go ...... ___ I do not want to leave you after I leave one person alone to bear the pain of losing me, now let go at least you would think I had better .... ..
My love, Farewell ....... Dear:
I miss you ...... So I endured the inner thoughts of your mind you always have to accompany me, even if death is approaching, I have no fear
Because your love is always with me ......
You know? My heart never changed over, only to change my life approaches its end. Because you love me, so I was cruel to you, you let go,
This is my love for you ......
At least this way you will remember my good, my excellent, my perfect, no flaws in your mind ...... just the way we have chosen a different,
But I made a selfish choice for you, please forgive me ......
This is my love for you to let go ...... ___ I do not want to leave you after I left one person alone to bear the pain of losing me, now let go at least you would think I had better .... ..
My love, Farewell .......

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