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I know I have let many people down, but I won't give up, like a plane that is trying hard to pull up to avoid crashing. I know it is going to be hard, but I hope that I can change and persevere, and lift myself up with my own two arms.
Perseverance in the face of despair requires faith. No grumbling and complaint, just facing up to hardship with honesty.
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这太长了我看看能不能一句一句来。I know that I feel sorry for many people, but I don't want to give up,

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The persistence in despair maybe you faith,throw away your complainment,fight for yourself and take all your burden sincerely!

"I know I'm sorry many people, but I still don't want to give up, like a plane will crash planes, try your best to try to pull up, is on the verge of crash is still in flight. I know all of this is very difficult, but I hope that I can change, can adhere to, to use own arms to afford their own future.
The despair is to faith, no complaints, not complaining, really face and all the hard work. "

i know that i am sorry for a lot of people, but i still don‘t want to give up, just like a falling airplane, trying so hard to pull back up, flying dangerously. i know all of these are hard, but i wish, i can make change, and continue doing what i am doing, and use my own hands to make my own future.
persistence is my believe in all the hopelessness, no whining, no complaining, faithfully facing, all the harshness.