帮忙把这段话翻译成英语

it is a lucky to have a chance to study and live abroad with envy of classmate and expect of the member of my family.at the meantime I was a little groomy,as I had to leave the city I had been for twelve years,and my family that is full of warmness and happiness.
when the plane landed,I looked out of the window,at that moment had a unutterable feeling.the excitment and ferment in homeland have become sorry and secrecy.from that moment my life has been changed.
In the new city,all was new to me without friends ,relatives ,I was really unhelpful.that is past fo four, years.

出国都4年了，还不能写得 优美 一点？真替你汗颜...